Documenting the journey of a Cameroonian filmmaker

Personal: Happy New Year 2014… Time is running out!


2014 is well into its second week now… But if you’re like me, you’re still trying to figure what this year means to you.

I have never been a planner or one who has  figured out the steps they need to take to achieve success. I’m more of a go-with-the-flow kinda girl. And honestly, so far, it’s not failed me, *touch wood.*

However, this year, I have a burning within me which is difficult to explain… I feel like time is running out… And it is a very scary feeling. I feel an urgency within my soul and I’m trying to tell my mind to slow down but it won’t. What on earth is this feeling?

As I write this, I think planning ahead is a way to get control over this urgency and slow it down. So I’m going to; for the first time, find a role model, follow their lead and hopefully learn how to plan my year.
I also plan to copy my big sister… See every year, she chooses a word by which she lives; e.g: Trust, Providence, Love etc. And I have witnessed how these words seem to guide her year. So I think I’ll copy that…find a word that I want to guide my year. Am I crazy?

I don’t know, I believe that I was sent here on earth for a purpose and I need to urgently find out why. I guess it’s never too late to figure out your purpose… I just hope this sense of urgency within me would calm down for a minute so I can think.

I feel very vulnerable putting all these feelings out there but I hope that someone out there will have some words of advice that could steer me in the right direction.

Well A Very Happy New Year to you all; and to those who’ve figured out their goals and plans for 2014, I wish you all the very best.

Thank you!



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